Hai. Assalamualaikummm. :)

Whoahh. Wow. Haha. Mcm2 bunyi nak dikeluarkan. Ekekekekee. U know what ? Im officially with someone now. Seseorang yg tak disangka2 akan jadi yg paling istimewa.

Well, his my only bff yg lelaki. I know him since last 6years. When i was 18y, after spm. Met him at college bfore i decided to stop college and continued my stpm. Pendekkan cerita, dia lah satu2nya tuan penasihat i. Hehehe. Everything yg happen in my life he will know first. And menariknya each of d story about me dia still ingat. Dia the only yg selalu keep saying yg i comel. Hahaha. Okok. Maybe dia main2 or what but this time i nampak keikhlasan dan seriusnya dalam hubungan niyh. Dia lah satu2nya yang akan dok dengar all my stories, yg akan kesatkan airmata i. His the only one yg akan tengok i menangis ! And yeah, i memang sayangkan dia sangat2 dari dulu. But as a bff je. Lebih ? Kitorang selalu cakap, its impossible to happen.

I pernah met up dgn parents and siblings dia. Such a lovely family. Menurut kata dia, family dia suka i. They hope that i will be part of them one day. Parents dia selalu tanya pasal i. And i pernah terdetik it must be very nice if they can be my parents in law. Hehe. Siblings i dengan siblings dia mmg sangat2 ngam. Siblings i pun sukakan dia sgt2. Menarikkan ? :) Tapi kitorang selalu cakap, merepek. Itu takkan sekali2 berlaku.

And its happen bila i frustrated dgn sorang mamat yg i puja2 dulu. I thought his the best tp rupanya, tidak sama sekali. Baru i tersedar yg dia cuma take advantage kat i je selama niyh tanpa memerlukan sebarang 'komitmen' dgn i. Dia gunakan i. So mcm biasa, i met my bff tu. Cerita, menangis, cerita dan menangis lagi. End up malam sebelum i balik, he proposed me. Ingatkan dia main2. And that night also, he text me. Proposed i and yeah. I accepted him. Know why ? Sebenarnya Mr.Right yg i cari selama niyh depan mata je. His perfect much for me ! And he said, daripada dia biarkan i mencari pasangan tapi end up menangis psl lelaki2 yg x guna tu semua, its better to take me as his queen. I know him very well. Everything ! Tak kisahla good or bad side. Masing2 tau pasal masing2 sgt. Dia tak sanggup tengok i menangis lagi, tak sanggup nak tengok i kecewa dipermainkan lagi and for him im perfect enough tuk hidup dia. So sweet ! Tak sangka tapi after what was happen, alhamdulillah i bahagia disisi dia and In sha allah tak lama lagi dua hati akan bersatu. Tak sabar ! Hehe. :') Firstly agak awkward lah bff jadi bf kan. Tapi best lah. Hehehe.

P/S : Alhamdulillah. Nobody perfect tp atleast i know him very well. And, apa je yg keluar dari mulut dia i tau sejauh mana dia serius. Ehem. Who knows ? Bahagia itu didepan mata je. Nak gapai ataupun lepas. Itu je. His family was so happy bila tau dia proposed i, i accept. My siblings ? Lagi lah. Seronok melampau. Hehehe. December 2013 mungkin ada cincin yg tersarung di jari manis mungkin ? In sha Allah. Ya Allah, permudahkan. :)